One night after a long day at cheer camp Olivia Elaine Monteilh came into my room and asked if she could stay. Only minutes later we were sharing our life stories with each other and soon realized that we had a lot in common. When the summer before senior year approached our coach decided to have Olivia be our new flyer. Although we were hesitant at first we later discovered that she was more talented than any other girl on the team. Even though she was terrified of heights her gracefulness in the air captivated our whole team. Her willingness to attempt more difficult skills amazed me. She transformed right before my eyes. She helped me learn that with determination one can conquer their most frightening fears. During this time Olivia and I became best friends and built long lasting memories. Whether we are dancing awkwardly, sitting in her car laughing uncontrollably, or talking in unison I know that our friendship is something we will always share. Olivia is always there for me when I need to rant about my horrible days or when I need someone to cheer me up. I know that I can count on her and trust her with anything. Olivia has made my senior year more enjoyable, unpredictable and overall happy.
LOVE YOU <3
I don’t care anymore. Nothing I do is good enough. I try and try but still nothing. I don’t know how to please everyone. For the longest time I’ve been devoting my time to making people proud and helping others. But fuck it. I can’t do it anymore. I will be selfish and try to figure out how to make myself happy. I’m sick of people fucking with my emotions. I’m sick of always looking like the bad guy. I’m sick of people making me feel like Shit when I have done nothing wrong. I’m sick of it. I don’t know what my parents want from me, what my friends want, what God wants, what society wants and at this point I don’t even know what I want. Oh and by the way when u start insulting me about tumblr which is my only place to freely express myself that’s when I draw the line…
